GLOW

 Glow is the sanctuary my devastated mind created to save me from grief, loneliness, and fear. As it's still a work in progress, characters, setting, even plot lines often change depending on how badly I need a break from reality...or which of my wounds has opened that day. This story at its core, Is my prized possession.

Fear of not portraying properly, and also giving away something precious to me are what prevent me from writing this out as a real story, however.

I hope you enjoy my pretty thinks...

There's a boy in the trees,
I hear him sing
songs about true love
and light that's dancing.

At night I can see,
these beautiful things
dreams about hued eyes
that shine just for me.

A perfect haunting,
without fear or daunting
just visions of
a warrior who kills
girls just like me.

The crescent moon shining
like a beacon lighting
a path for a beast
who prays to me nightly.

A son of Benjamin,
what does that mean?
who are these dark twins
visiting me?
Why are there paw prints
on the concrete?

Questions, no answers
only fear and pining
for a love, I would die for
an obsession for night things

Night beasts,
 like wolves
that walk just like men
warriors born to serve a
girl
who will bring them home
again

something about stars
walking on earth
something about a wolf
king
and going berserk
something about a priestess
and vain cries never heard


what if...

what if

What IF I'm her?

"Little shining star,

I know who you are,

and soon you will be mine.

A choice has been made,

don't be afraid,

Your light, 

decides our fate."

"Appearing like a shooting star,

that's fallen from the sky,

She serenades her kingdom,

with hymns of dancing light.

A goddess walks incarnate,

leading her chosen tribe,

A Son of Benjamin,

will win this war,

If the star walks by his side."

♥BEYOND BELIEF♥

Inside these dreams,

I choose to hide.

He'll kiss the loneliness,

from behind my eyes.

Knowing my laugh,

a shameful disguise,

masking,

the fact,

I'm dying inside.

There's a garden in my mind, 

Where these dreams collide,

Rational thought, 

abandoned,

And only hope resides.

So forever I will dream,

Awake, and vividly,

About the one, 

Waiting for me,

Just beyond belief.

♦♦♦

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